And now…we wait.

Mercy, what a day. My LEO is to the background portion of his KSP process.  It’s been a long journey. I know what it’s like to get on stage alone and feel vulnerable, but to feel that way because you want something so badly for someone else makes one feel helpless. I definitely felt that way today as we sat with the detective in our living room. There’s still work to do, but was reminded today that God has a plan and a future for us.

Doesn’t make me want to flip to the last page and find out what that means any less, though.

The detective doing his investigation is just awesome. He was so nice, and reminded me of many of our trooper friends here.  He’s from another post, and I can only imagine how all of this weighs on him.  It must be a crazy process.  The need everything about a potential recruit; even high school references.  I don’t envy him at all.  I’ve been told every investigator is different. I thank God we got a good one.  There’s still some paperwork to be gathered and remitted.

At least my house is super clean!

My LEO is cool as a cucumber. No matter what, he is doing what he loves. I’m a nervous wreck on the other hand. I’ve prayed and prayed, missed a lot of sleep and really felt like I was losing my mind in the last week.  We definitely need the extra money that would come, and I know he would be happier there.  Making ends meet is proving itself to be a task difficult to handle, but I doubt most couldn’t relate to that.

Overwhelmed to say the least, and appreciative of any prayers you might spare.  Project 10-12 is going well, though.  Wishing I could find a way to fund my Eastern KY portion, as the t-shirts haven’t shown themselves to be the answer.  I just don’t know.  Looking forward to my stop in Bowling Green this weekend, though!

I just need a break in the current, and a little peace.  I have faith I’ll find it.

xo

Brandi

The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace. Psalm 29:11
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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Lindsay Rose Boer
    Jun 16, 2014 @ 22:05:09

    You are an amazing woman and I am so glad this crazy life lead us two crazy girls together. I have all the faith in the world in you, your LEO and God, that the path to his and your next step will be well lit and smooth. Love you guys, even if you have terrible taste in football.

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